bismillah

mashaAllah ...
she has become more adorable day by day. it feels like i never want to let her off my arms, always looking into her face, her beautiful eyes.

this morning she was crying to the top of her voice in the clinic. poor little baby, she was sleepy, but she couldnt sleep without her 'buaian.' i had to walk around trying my best to sooth her, to comfort her, to ensure her that she's safe with 'ibu' =) . she got her 2nd dose of bcg today. it was supposed to be given last week, but i've mistakenly thought that the date was 28th when it was 26th. I was happy that i've mistakenly read the date since hajar wont get sick during the weekend. That weekend, we went back to 'kampung' for an event especially for hajar, and i was lucky because hajar was not sick because the 'delayed' injection.

now, she's sleeping. guess she's tired from crying too hard after the painful injection on her right thigh. the nurse said hajar'll be sick as a consequence from the injection. poor hajar. i hope she'll be okay and strong to go through the next few 'fever' days.

hajar 'talked' on the phone with tokpak and has 'reported' her 'unlucky' day. hajar, ibu hope you'll be just fine.

when u cry ... i know u r growing up
when u cry ... i know u r telling me something
when u cry ... i know u r feeling uncomfortable
when u cry ... i know i'll be ur side
loving u unconditionally
i love u so much, my daughter