hajar,
terlalu tenggelam dalam cinta padamu
sayang, rindu semua jadi satu
memandang wajah comelmu tidak membuatkan kami jemu
mimik mukamu, senyum tangismu
semua indah menghiasi ruang hidup kami

hajar,
bagai mentari menyinari hari-hari yang kami lalui
terang benderang dan ceria
seindah sepasang matamu yang berkaca
cantik dan ikhlas pada wajahmu yang suci dari dosa

hajar,
ibu dan abah bangga denganmu
cinta sayang padamu
membesarlah jadi puteri kami
yang solehah, mukminah
mencintai dan dicintai Allah
mencontohi Rasulullah
taat dan hormat pada yang lebih berusia

sayang yang teramat
dari kami ...

bismillah

heart grows fonder when we are apart
it feels like just yesterday
when we first met each other

now,
hajar is a sign of our love
that will always bloom
now and forever

my little baby Hajar

weighs 6 kg by the age of 2 months and 1 week

bismillah

mashaAllah ...
she has become more adorable day by day. it feels like i never want to let her off my arms, always looking into her face, her beautiful eyes.

this morning she was crying to the top of her voice in the clinic. poor little baby, she was sleepy, but she couldnt sleep without her 'buaian.' i had to walk around trying my best to sooth her, to comfort her, to ensure her that she's safe with 'ibu' =) . she got her 2nd dose of bcg today. it was supposed to be given last week, but i've mistakenly thought that the date was 28th when it was 26th. I was happy that i've mistakenly read the date since hajar wont get sick during the weekend. That weekend, we went back to 'kampung' for an event especially for hajar, and i was lucky because hajar was not sick because the 'delayed' injection.

now, she's sleeping. guess she's tired from crying too hard after the painful injection on her right thigh. the nurse said hajar'll be sick as a consequence from the injection. poor hajar. i hope she'll be okay and strong to go through the next few 'fever' days.

hajar 'talked' on the phone with tokpak and has 'reported' her 'unlucky' day. hajar, ibu hope you'll be just fine.

when u cry ... i know u r growing up
when u cry ... i know u r telling me something
when u cry ... i know u r feeling uncomfortable
when u cry ... i know i'll be ur side
loving u unconditionally
i love u so much, my daughter