bismillah


it's a 'jerebu' day!..
at last the jerebu reaches penisular mesia after a stop at borneo
.it's a winday day too n i guess the wind carries the jerebu along with it..
alhamdulillah a'la kulli hal, it's still another day in ramadhan, n we muslims are fasting and doing ibadah..anywhere,anytime

hajar's not fasting though =)..she's still small lah! and it's not obligatory on her.
inshaAllah she'll learn about fasting n others when the time comes.
However, i hope she's listening to the quran recitation whenever somebody recites it to her.although she wont listen attentively and will start 'talking' ... i hope she'll benefit from it too.
who knows she'll be able to become a hafizah one day...

I pray to Allah thatHajar will become an excellent hafizah, Allahumma ameen

Bismillah

Fasting! yeay!
Ramadhan is more joyful this year as a wife and a mother
with hajar by my side (big smile=))




i was a lil bit worried 'bout hajar since she's still fully breast fed, but then i realize that i have to put the matter in the hands of Allah for He is the One Who provides, Alhamdulillah.

;)
life isnt as simple as it is in a blog

bismillah

hajar's a 'big' girl now. she weighs 7.2kg at the age of three mohts!
we've just got back from tok mak and tok pak's house. had a very good time there. hajar was soo happy and enjoyed her stay there. she's got pretty close to tok pak, whom i am pretty sure she misses so much already!

hajar has got another dose of injection. Alhamdulillah, she's okay and didnt fall sick after the injection. she's strong and healthy, biiznillah.i am proud of her...may Allah protect her now and forever

people said,'besarnya hajar!'
hehehe..i agree with them. she is so chubby, so adorable, and so cute!
she loves bubbling and smiling.

she knows how to grab her towel or her blanket already. she loves to bring them to her mouth and suckle the clothes.

she's no longer 'cengeng'. she'll only cry when she's hungry or uncomfortable.
i love my easy-baby.muuaaaahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!

hajar,
terlalu tenggelam dalam cinta padamu
sayang, rindu semua jadi satu
memandang wajah comelmu tidak membuatkan kami jemu
mimik mukamu, senyum tangismu
semua indah menghiasi ruang hidup kami

hajar,
bagai mentari menyinari hari-hari yang kami lalui
terang benderang dan ceria
seindah sepasang matamu yang berkaca
cantik dan ikhlas pada wajahmu yang suci dari dosa

hajar,
ibu dan abah bangga denganmu
cinta sayang padamu
membesarlah jadi puteri kami
yang solehah, mukminah
mencintai dan dicintai Allah
mencontohi Rasulullah
taat dan hormat pada yang lebih berusia

sayang yang teramat
dari kami ...

bismillah

heart grows fonder when we are apart
it feels like just yesterday
when we first met each other

now,
hajar is a sign of our love
that will always bloom
now and forever

my little baby Hajar

weighs 6 kg by the age of 2 months and 1 week

bismillah

mashaAllah ...
she has become more adorable day by day. it feels like i never want to let her off my arms, always looking into her face, her beautiful eyes.

this morning she was crying to the top of her voice in the clinic. poor little baby, she was sleepy, but she couldnt sleep without her 'buaian.' i had to walk around trying my best to sooth her, to comfort her, to ensure her that she's safe with 'ibu' =) . she got her 2nd dose of bcg today. it was supposed to be given last week, but i've mistakenly thought that the date was 28th when it was 26th. I was happy that i've mistakenly read the date since hajar wont get sick during the weekend. That weekend, we went back to 'kampung' for an event especially for hajar, and i was lucky because hajar was not sick because the 'delayed' injection.

now, she's sleeping. guess she's tired from crying too hard after the painful injection on her right thigh. the nurse said hajar'll be sick as a consequence from the injection. poor hajar. i hope she'll be okay and strong to go through the next few 'fever' days.

hajar 'talked' on the phone with tokpak and has 'reported' her 'unlucky' day. hajar, ibu hope you'll be just fine.

when u cry ... i know u r growing up
when u cry ... i know u r telling me something
when u cry ... i know u r feeling uncomfortable
when u cry ... i know i'll be ur side
loving u unconditionally
i love u so much, my daughter

bismillah

I just want to say ..
ibu loves you,
my little baby =)

ibda' bil bismilah

at the age of 24, i've received a priceless gift, so precious that one can never buy. it's a gift dreamt by many, but not all of them are blessed with it. it's the motherhood.

2.56a.m may 28, 2006, i've given birth to a sweet baby girl. she looked a lot like her father, but now she looked much different. she has soft, fair skin and the special 'chinese eyes.' she's so adorable that looking into her eyes makes me feel the world has turned even more wonderful(although in reality, it doesn't). happiness surrounded my life, and i am very thankful to God for this gift.

motherhood is a very wonderful experience. i dont deny it requires a lot of time and energy. =) I cant sleep whenever i like anymore. most of my times were spent with my baby, either nursing her or calming her down.

i love my little princess and i'll always will...